"Nobody Dies VIRGIN..."

Hi Guyz,
This iz, Officially My first Blog aftr My recent "Lyf-CRASH"...
So here i am AGAIN, writing sum shit about my lyf. The shit dat i call My first hand experiance. n this tym i realised, or say more often people made me realise, dat watever happened with me or watever happens with anyone, iz Lyf teaching "U" sumthing. But I dnt bloody understand dat y this lyf had to do fingers in our lives...
Dnt U guys agree dat we r happy wen we r untouched by these emotions, Yes there was an emptyness, but still there was Happiness above all, which we used to get in our frenz n family. then a person cums in ur lyf, showz U "NEW" n "BETTER" ways of living Lyf, then U depend on them for ur happiness, U create a distance frm ur frenz, ur family, U do everything;
n then the person (for whom U did everything), bloody LEAVES "U", in an EMPTYNESS, dats unavoidable, un-understandable, A hollow feeling... dat U jst wish to DIE, but Lyf says its teaching U...
What? What it wana fuckin teach Us?
How to manage a relation?
with whom?
with the one whose gone?
with the one who Left U to Die?
with the one who made u Suffer?
with the one who Cheated?
with the one who iz Happy n had Left u to DIE?
with the one who gave U the PAIN of a Lyftym?


dats really stupid about Lyf. Sumone needs to teach the lyf, the way things shud wrk, things shud not break, things dat make U happy... dats wat matters, But still Lyf iz teaching, teaching, teaching n goin the same way, always... it SUCKS!

i say Lyf never teaches U anything, Watever happens wth U, its just a result of Ur deeds, Ur mistakes, Ur stupidity, dat U fell in Luv with such a person... then cums the Lyf, to FUCK U, to FUCK-off Everything U had ever Loved...
i just stood there n saw... Lyf fuckin Me, as Hard as it can, it nearly "RUINED" Me...
My Dreams, My Desires, it took 'em All, i still Liv, Survived by a Lyf-CRASH... All Alone!
'Smiling at wat i'v done with My Lyf...'

"She just stood there n watched, maybe for the Last tym i Looked Handsome enough, worthy of dat Beautiful STARE (which had Killed Me 3 years back), i Re-lived the Moment, in the END, it Mattered..."


I had to find you,
Tell you I need you,
Tell you I set you apart,
Tell me your secrets,
And ask me your questions,
let’s go back to the start...